[Killua glances away, also feeling a little sheepish and awkward.]
...I guess that's normal, right? I guess I thought it would basically feel the same, since besides Alluka, I never exactly had...friends. I felt differently about a couple of our butlers; I wanted them to be my friends, but it wasn't allowed.
[his heart squeezes awkwardly, his lip quirking tightly.]
I...guess I couldn't imagine it feeling that way with Gon, either.
[he fidgets.]
But he's an only child, and just—culturally, his life is so different.
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[Killua glances away, also feeling a little sheepish and awkward.]
...I guess that's normal, right? I guess I thought it would basically feel the same, since besides Alluka, I never exactly had...friends. I felt differently about a couple of our butlers; I wanted them to be my friends, but it wasn't allowed.
[his heart squeezes awkwardly, his lip quirking tightly.]
I...guess I couldn't imagine it feeling that way with Gon, either.
[he fidgets.]
But he's an only child, and just—culturally, his life is so different.
[so maybe........ that's... why....]