[This torrent of conflict is. A bit much, and Guzma has to wonder what the fuck happened to this child. He won't pry, it's not his style to, but he can't help but wonder towards darker avenues.
What else did he and Blue have in common? There's a nauseating feeling that comes through the feed, with a deep pang of hurt, that almost seems dull, yet it cuts just as sharp as any scalpel. It's an old pain, and it's somehow obvious in that fact. Like an old scar that's been rubbed raw.]
I didn't want you to leave. Ain't that hard to figure out.
[There's a bluntness to it that seems almost dismissive, and like he might be lying. But, it's true. He was working on forgiving Blue for getting him into trouble with Nanu, and was starting to enjoy having him around in his annoying doting way... and then he got freaked out, and Guzma didn't want him to run away.
It upset something in him. Something he didn't fully get, but he was compelled to stop Blue from ditching him, even if it meant scaring him.]
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Date: 2019-05-24 11:26 pm (UTC)What else did he and Blue have in common? There's a nauseating feeling that comes through the feed, with a deep pang of hurt, that almost seems dull, yet it cuts just as sharp as any scalpel. It's an old pain, and it's somehow obvious in that fact. Like an old scar that's been rubbed raw.]
I didn't want you to leave. Ain't that hard to figure out.
[There's a bluntness to it that seems almost dismissive, and like he might be lying. But, it's true. He was working on forgiving Blue for getting him into trouble with Nanu, and was starting to enjoy having him around in his annoying doting way... and then he got freaked out, and Guzma didn't want him to run away.
It upset something in him. Something he didn't fully get, but he was compelled to stop Blue from ditching him, even if it meant scaring him.]