[Blue frowns at Killua's frown, and stares down at the ground again. He doesn't know what he wants to do, but--]
[Even if he's scared, even if his instincts are telling him to avoid hurt and go off on his own... He doesn't want to be alone. He's pretty sure of that. And it wasn't even really because of Killua that he wanted to run.]
[But it's uncomfortable, admitting something like that, even when he's done it before under the influence of the fog. Even if he knows Killua understands. He presses his lips together and hesitates, creeping cold in the air.]
I don't want you to do that to yourself. [And if he isn't doing it for Blue's sake, then why? He casts a glance towards Killua but it only makes it as far as his feet next to him, too cowardly to inch further up.]
[He reaches up to rub his eyes.] I don't know what I want.... [He admits softly, half-hearted. All he has right now are emotional urges, and those are bound to be regretted later when he's once again in a proper frame of mind.]
[Blue isn't sure whether it's more or less dangerous for him to be around Killua, right now, when he's like this.]
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Date: 2019-07-27 12:10 am (UTC)[Even if he's scared, even if his instincts are telling him to avoid hurt and go off on his own... He doesn't want to be alone. He's pretty sure of that. And it wasn't even really because of Killua that he wanted to run.]
[But it's uncomfortable, admitting something like that, even when he's done it before under the influence of the fog. Even if he knows Killua understands. He presses his lips together and hesitates, creeping cold in the air.]
I don't want you to do that to yourself. [And if he isn't doing it for Blue's sake, then why? He casts a glance towards Killua but it only makes it as far as his feet next to him, too cowardly to inch further up.]
[He reaches up to rub his eyes.] I don't know what I want.... [He admits softly, half-hearted. All he has right now are emotional urges, and those are bound to be regretted later when he's once again in a proper frame of mind.]
[Blue isn't sure whether it's more or less dangerous for him to be around Killua, right now, when he's like this.]